I am not sure I will get this finished before posting….<\/p>\n
Today has been a very draining day, emotionally that is. KLT asked how and I responded with just pick somthing and I will tell you.\u00a0 He only picked one.<\/p>\n
\u00a0Well first there is a past collegue who is sick, very sick.\u00a0 Cancer. Cancer has moved into both lungs and the brain.\u00a0 Facing our own mortality is never good.<\/p>\n
Then there is my good friend who either doesn’t trust or doesn’t consider me as good of a friend as I think of her.\u00a0 She kept something so big bottled in facing it all alone.\u00a0 WHAT THE CRAP! I am here, loyal and ready.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Then there is my new puppy.\u00a0 How do you pick up that little thing and then not have time for her.\u00a0 How do you decide that you want to come over and visit her when you never wanted to play with her.\u00a0 HOW?\u00a0 How do you expect me to not fly off the handle? Thank your lucky stars that GOD was watching out for you today.<\/p>\n
How do you have 2 beautiful children and just let them loose?\u00a0 How do you not pay attention to them? How do you let stay out till dark, when dark is 10 pm and they are 7 and 4? How do you let them grow up only speaking spanish in an English enviroment? HOW DARE YOU!\u00a0 HOW DARE YOU take something so precious and turn it loose in the neighborhood like an ‘outdoor’ cat! They are beautiful little sponges and they are adorable.\u00a0 It breaks my heart something feirce.\u00a0 YOU DO NOT DESERVE THEM!\u00a0 It is terribly unfortunate that some people can’t have children and yet you don’t even seem to notice that you have been given such a wonderful gift.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Then there is the ADHD.\u00a0 That is bullshit and an excuse for behavior that has developed as a result of the enviroment and circumstances.\u00a0 CHANGE THOSE!!<\/p>\n
Then there was a special on TV about turret syndrome.\u00a0 How do you have a child with special needs and then have more?\u00a0 Why? What were you thinking?\u00a0 A girl I knew once had an older brother that was mentally challenged.\u00a0 She was never right.\u00a0 Why? Someone help me make sense of this please.\u00a0 I felt so bad for those kids, it just seems terrible and a lot of stress for their family.<\/p>\n
How do you cheat me on a good stove? How do you sneak over and give me half of what I was asking? Got a sob story? So do I. Wanna hear it?<\/p>\n
Why did you call to find out ‘what happened’ and then sound like you could of cared less?<\/p>\n
Why did she leave? Everything has been crappy since then?\u00a0 Why does she ask how it is going? I can’t lie and I can’t tell the truth what does that leave?\u00a0 How do I tell her that it was all just bad since she left.\u00a0 ARGGG!<\/p>\n
Why doesn’t my dad check his email?<\/p>\n
Why can’ some people accept “that is just the way it is”.\u00a0 I know it’s not necessarily right but it is what was asked of us.\u00a0<\/p>\n
ok going to bed<\/p>\n
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I am not sure I will get this finished before posting….<\/p>\n
Today has been a very draining day, emotionally that is. KLT asked how and I responded with just pick somthing and I will tell you. He only picked one.<\/p>\n
Well first there is a past collegue who is sick, very sick. Cancer. Cancer has moved into both lungs and the brain. Facing our own mortality is never good.<\/p>\n
Then there is my good friend who either doesn’t trust or doesn’t consider me as good of a friend as I think of her. She kept something so big bottled in facing it all alone. WHAT THE CRAP! I am . . . → Read More: emotionally drained<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-142","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-everyday-life","category-rant","odd"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/142","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=142"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/142\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=142"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=142"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarkcreations.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=142"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}